You can try to avoid grief, and push it back, but it remains, fixed, immutable. How you talk to it is about all the control you have, like trying to reason with a drunk.
My spec-fic short-fiction sales dry spell ends! After joking about Canadian content, I was on the hook to do a story-with no idea what the story was. But I did it, and sold the story. Not horror, but shot through with post-Covid hope, magic, hints of darkness.
I finished my share of the taxes (late filing!) while simultaneously receiving a short-story rejection for a piece about a young, struggling bi warlock that I am quite fond of (both piece and mage). Enough stimlus! I am avoiding social-media stimulation. Just too much. Don't know how avid users stay wired in, even with pretty colours and dopamine hits. My dopamine hits require a little, shall we say, stronger stuff. Hope everyone is doing alright, both naughty and nice. They deserve headspace, too.
Damn it. Despite my diversions and crises, from power outages to partner's surgery to a new library job to a shifting schedule to the sadness of friends moving away to legions of seething self-doubt, it's time. It's time to return to revising my second horror novel, Monstrous.
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